its another monday. will it come to an end? because i am starting to lose my directions. to lose what i initially ask for. my world came crashing down. i couldnt breathe. i would exchange my life to lead my life, the one i always wanted to. i am so sick and tired. i crawl to bed secretly wishing i never wake up to daylight. these days just goes on...

weekend's random. hit the usual club. scan through the dancefloor, and saw kenn in the crowd. it was pretty awkward. exchange a few words. we were frantically searching for names and exclaiming we met in zouk. saw each other in the office building. he still has the photos we took at zouk. its just weird we didnt have a chance to talk. after a couple of drinks, get the car, head home. it was alr 5am. why does my weekend flies.

i am stuck with the headphones, counting down to the hours.